Post by Mikki Wilson on Sept 20, 2011 14:02:19 GMT -5
-Mikki couldn't believe she was doing this, here she was sitting the the living room of the apartment given to her and Jeff with all the lights on except some late night show on TV that was muted. Here she sat in a pair of pajama pants and a bra staring on at a stack of divorce papers and a bag of illegal painkillers she found hidden in their apartment. She loved Jeff and didn't want to do this. She couldn't live with him anymore though, he was almost always drunk or high out of his mind on painkillers, sometimes both. As she sat there staring at the papers, she could feel her depression creep up on her. She didn't tell anyone even Jeff that she was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. It normally required antidepressants but she refused to take them and instead opted for therapy to try and get it under control. Since she came to Vegas though, she had forgoten about getting a new shrink. Trying to fight the tears that were coming, the though of swallowing enough of these pills to off herself suddenly came to mind. That would teach him, walking in here drunk probably with some hooker and seeing her dead. Letting her depressed mind run wild she could imagine him doing just that. The hooker would probably be that friend of his Ariel. then they would probably just have sex on her corpse or something. As that though entered her mind, she forced herself to shake it off, saying to herself.-
"No, he wouldn't do that he loves me...I think..."
-Not hearing the door, Mikki looked down at the divorce papers. She really didn't want to do this. It hurt her to even think about not having Jeff around but if he kept this up she would lose him anyway so this was the only way she could think to get him to clean up his act. Wiping another tear from her eyes, she looks up to see a very clearly drunk Jeff staring down at her with a furious look on his face. As she tries to speak, he starts to yell at her.-
"What the hell are those?"
-As he yells this, he grabs the divorce papers off of the table. Perusing through them quickly he tosses them at her.-
"Divorce papers? After I decided to marry you after you cheated on me? You ungrateful little whore, you should worship the ground I walk on..."
-Cutting him off, she tries to explain why she got the papers.-
"I love you Jeff, but I can't live with you like this. All you care about is getting your next fix of booze or drugs. You don't ever want to do anything with me, You never want to have dinner all you care about is booze, drugs, and who knows what else. This may be harsh, but I am giving you an ultimatum. Either check into rehab and get yourself fixed up or we get a divorce and you continue your downward spiral somewhere else. "
-Hearing this, Jeff gets even angrier as he pulls his fist back and starts to throw a punch at Mikki but barely stops himself.-
"You're not even worth it, you should have stayed in that shitty trailer park and never ruined my life."
-Dropping his fist, he turns away from her and shambles drunkenly toward the door, seemingly making his desicion as he slams the door behind him. Seeing him walk out and hearing what he said, Mikki can't hold it back anymore as she starts to cry harder then she ever had before.-
"No, he wouldn't do that he loves me...I think..."
-Not hearing the door, Mikki looked down at the divorce papers. She really didn't want to do this. It hurt her to even think about not having Jeff around but if he kept this up she would lose him anyway so this was the only way she could think to get him to clean up his act. Wiping another tear from her eyes, she looks up to see a very clearly drunk Jeff staring down at her with a furious look on his face. As she tries to speak, he starts to yell at her.-
"What the hell are those?"
-As he yells this, he grabs the divorce papers off of the table. Perusing through them quickly he tosses them at her.-
"Divorce papers? After I decided to marry you after you cheated on me? You ungrateful little whore, you should worship the ground I walk on..."
-Cutting him off, she tries to explain why she got the papers.-
"I love you Jeff, but I can't live with you like this. All you care about is getting your next fix of booze or drugs. You don't ever want to do anything with me, You never want to have dinner all you care about is booze, drugs, and who knows what else. This may be harsh, but I am giving you an ultimatum. Either check into rehab and get yourself fixed up or we get a divorce and you continue your downward spiral somewhere else. "
-Hearing this, Jeff gets even angrier as he pulls his fist back and starts to throw a punch at Mikki but barely stops himself.-
"You're not even worth it, you should have stayed in that shitty trailer park and never ruined my life."
-Dropping his fist, he turns away from her and shambles drunkenly toward the door, seemingly making his desicion as he slams the door behind him. Seeing him walk out and hearing what he said, Mikki can't hold it back anymore as she starts to cry harder then she ever had before.-